(CLICK THE TITLE OF THIS POST FOR THE SONG/VIDEO)
Cold play – fix you
When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
When high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I…
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I…
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
(failed/ cheated on not smoking)
When you get what you want, but not what you need
(you have no idea the meaning THAT line carries for me personally)
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
(every single day)
Stuck in reverse
(old habits die hard…or live on uncontrollably)
And the tears come streaming down your face
(guilt, self pity….. guilt, disappointment….guilt)
When you lose something you can’t replace
(nicotine)
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
(nope!)
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
(who?……can/will/wants/…. to fix THIS?…)
When high up above or down below
(down below…thus this post)
When you’re too in love to let it go
(sigh…)
But if you never try you’ll never know
(I tried… I know)
Just what you’re worth
(I am painfully aware..)
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
(who?……can/will/wants/…. to fix THIS?…)
Tears stream down your face
(yeah…..right about now….)
When you lose something you cannot replace
(nicotine)
Tears stream down your face
And I…
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
( MY MISTAKES…..)
Tears stream down your face
(my face)
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
DO IT THE BEST YOU CAN, IF YOU DO NOT SUCCEED TRY,TRY & TRY AGAIN!
YOU ARE STRONG ENOUGH!
SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO FALL TO GET BACK UP AGAIN!
LOVE YOU Patty
i am just having a really bad “moment?”
as soon as jch was off to his dads, i lit up, like an impluse that was stronger than anything i have ever felt…
blah!
new day tommorrow right?
I AM PROUD OF YOU WHAT EVER THE OUTCOME!
LOVE YA
PATTY
And THANK YOU… I LOVE YOU BACK
BUT?
REHAB/OXFORD HOUSE….TOOK ONE TRY
WHY IS THIS SO MUCH WORSE?
other than this sad ass post… you liked the rest of the blog right?
YOUR BLOGGS ARE ALWATS GREAT THAT WHY YOU NEED TO CONTINUE WRITING.
-patty
ps…… and way off “topic”…..im soooooo happy you finally have a computer!!!!!
YOU WILL BE FINE.
WE DID WORSE!
patty!
True dat!
One slip up does not the end of the line make. Get back on the quit-wagon and keep plugging away. Quitting coke was WAY WAY WAY easier than this, trust me, at least for me. Day 8 here.
THIS IS TOOO FUCKING DEPRESSING!
WOW! I SHOULD DELETE THIS ENTRY
Jeesus….