As for the post below…

As for the post below… no, I did not have a bad day. (the “pill” picture below just amuses me.)

and, I just said “FUCK.IT.ALL.” when I came home tonight.

No laundry. No dishes. No emails. No phone calls. No cooking (we all know why). No IM’s…and No post.

I worked, I came home and I did….not.a.fucking.thing.

Except have YET ANOTHER an allergic reaction to whatever the mystery ingredient is in canned split pea soup. (I really have to start reading these labels. Since every time I eat it’s a GAMBLE.) I took a few Benadryl and ate a bag of ice. This is to stop the burning, itching, swelling, red, puffiness, and full body hives, all over my once normal sized and shaped: eyes, ear lobes, sides of my face, bottoms of my feet, the oh so un-attractive porn star over collagen-injected looking lips, and the hands that look like baseball catcher glove, when they reach full allergic potential.

Heavily medicated + American Idol = Laughed my ass of and going to bed at 10:17pm RIGHT NOW

(I am just worried about the impending Benadryl hangover in the morning.) I never had a drinking, or partying hangover, like a Benadryl hangover can induce.

Even IF I wake up tomorrow, and make it to work at all, I will be 100% useless… DAMN IT. I just want to EAT a MEAL and NOT SUFFER.

This is simply, fucking annoying.

Oh… and its been a while since I have updated., on Cigarette smoking:

YES I have STUCK TO FOUR CIGARETTES A DAY. EXCEPT….

The scaffolding day (Saturday) I had 5 cigarettes, I miscounted during a labor break. No excuses. I lost the dare, but not my war against cutting down.

I smoked THREE on Sunday, (BECAUSE OF A FIRE and for feeling guilty for smoking 5 on Saturday) but I was right back to FOUR on Monday and FOUR today.

Now, that Benadryl is kicking in and I cant even type or see

Note to self… as soon as this is posted…..Please remember to SET MY ALARM