Made it to work, whew…then, I went to GI doctor today to explain the following:
1. Friday I had to leave work because of an allergic reaction to something in the chocolate candy basket
2. Sunday I ate an organic gluten free rice based cereal which left me incapacitated for 5 hours, causing the sever pain that was only relieved by ingesting 8 Librax pills, I couldn’t even play or spend time with my son.
3. Monday I was up all night 2am – 7am sick in the bathroom as can be, causing the inevitable calling out, and loss of work and a full days pay on Tuesday
Then, I asked, no I begged, for much needed HELP… change in medication? Anything! I can’t eat, I can’t do my job, I can’t even take care of my child when I feel like that. This is NO WAY to live.
So, I am scheduled for another series of internal tests December 22nd 10 am, and new medications have been prescribed. I will start a new medication regimen this evening.
Fingers crossed this better help.
Thank god I have a 4 day weekend to adjust to the new meds, and or any side effects they may cause. The first week of new medication is always the hardest. Sigh…. Cry….
On a positive note, I have the MADONNA CONFESSIONS TOUR 8pm NBC to watch tonight. I saw that very concert in NYC this summer (Amazing). When Madonna first came on stage I had tears streaming down my face (I was so overwhelmed by the energy and her sheer presence) My favorite song / part of the concert was the song “MUSIC†and the costumes….white 70’s suits / disco theme. (see you tube video below)
NBC had decided to delete the “Live to Tell†swavarski crystal cross crown of thorns scene… but… YOU TUBE had that too! (see below!)
I love Madonna … I better look half as good at her age. I better have that energy, and creativity dripping out of me when I am 48.
THIS IS MY NEW THEME SONG….. AND THIS IS A DEDICATION TO “SOMEONE WHO SHALL REMAIN NAMELESS”…
You can call me a sinner
You can call me a saint
Celebrate me for who I am
Dislike me for what I ain’t
Put me up on a pedestal
Or drag me down in the dirt
Sticks and stones will break my bones
But your names will never hurt
I’ll be the garden
You be the snake
All of my fruit is yours to take
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because
This is who I am
You can
Like it or not
You can
Love me or leave me
Cus I’m never gonna stop
No no
Cleopatra had her way
Matahari too
Whether they were good or bad
Is strictly up to you
Life is a paradox and it doesn’t make much sense
Can’t have the Femme without the Fatale
Please don’t take offense
Don’t let the fruit rot under the vine
Fill up your cup and let’s drink the wine
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because
This is who I am
You can
Like it or not
You can
Love me or leave me
Cus I’m never gonna stop
No no
I’ll be garden
You’ll be the snake
All of my fruit are yours to take
Better the devil that you know
Your love for me will grow
Because
This is who I am
You can
Like it or not
You can
Love me or leave me
Cus I’m never gonna stop
No no
