Monthly Archives: January 2007

Starting OVER

Posted on January 6, 2007 by Meleah

I don’t even know how it happened. All I know is that it did happen. I am ashamed, and embarrassed to say this. But, I slipped. I made it 5 whole days. And now, I fucked it all up. It … Continue reading →

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sums it all up….Cold play – fix you

Posted on January 5, 2007 by Meleah

(CLICK THE TITLE OF THIS POST FOR THE SONG/VIDEO) Cold play – fix you When you try your best, but you don’t succeed When you get what you want, but not what you need When you feel so tired, but … Continue reading →

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day five

Posted on January 5, 2007 by Meleah

Lets spend a minute focusing on some of the good / positive things (as even I am tired of listening to myself bitch and moan about how much THIS SUCKS… even though it still really does suck, and if I … Continue reading →

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THIS IS SOOOOO HELPFUL

Posted on January 4, 2007 by Meleah

These people are GREAT! Oh Thank you! Oh THANK YOU! (The comments HERE are to show anyone else interseted in JOINING QNT, or quitting smoking, how GREAT these people are)

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day four

Posted on January 4, 2007 by Meleah

My mother decided to tell me WHY I am having such a HARD TIME with this “quit smoking” goal. Aside from the millions of obvious reasons, the mental and physical addiction, and all the reasons in the 25 posts I’ve … Continue reading →

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One of the many reasons I love my father so much…

Posted on January 3, 2007 by Meleah

One of the many reasons I love my father so much. In his quest to help keep his daughter from smoking for YEARS, he can’t be happier that I have finally decided to give it a shot. So, aside from … Continue reading →

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Day Three

Posted on January 3, 2007 by Meleah

Worse than day two. I’m not kidding, I’m not being dramatic or overreacting like I have a tendency to do. (and yes I am double posting)…(well copy pasting) because certain people do not understand that if a WORD is typed … Continue reading →

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day two….

Posted on January 2, 2007 by Meleah

Please READ HERE for day two of not smoking because I HATE to double post. I am at home with a sick child today. Fever of 102. Trying to stay as busy as possible so I don’t loose my mind. … Continue reading →

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NO BUTTS

Posted on January 1, 2007 by Meleah

Is the FIRST year I will truly attempt to quit smoking (for real.) I have cut down, from 20-30-(sometimes even 40) cigarettes a day …. to around 5-10 cigarettes a day….but I have never agreed to let it go completely, … Continue reading →

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How to spend New Years Eve (without your kids bothering you)

Posted on January 1, 2007 by Meleah

Give each child a brad new PSP game system: MY SON JUSTIN…. JENS DAUGHTER CHLOE Happily playing together Check on the kids an hour or so later: wow, they haven’t made a sound. Check again in another hour: and, they … Continue reading →

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