Today (well tonight at 730pm) is my book meeting
Yesterday, I was really hungry so I braved eating a PLAIN burger for lunch. No mayo, no ketchup, no pickles, not even tomato…a PLAIN burger. I felt sort of sick an hour and a half later… so; I took all my pills, and barley made it through the rest of the evening. Of course by the time I made it into the office this morning I was NOT feeling well at all. (I think my girlfriend needs to hurry up and invent her idea called “pocket fabreeze for crohns disease†to prevent further embarrassment for me when in public places like the office) RED FACE…
This is where I have been forced to spend my morning:
I’m tired today too; I was up way too late last night playing on the MAC. I didn’t mean or intend to stay up that late. I didn’t even realize it was well after midnight when I finally forced myself to shut the computer off. I am obsessed with new computer, it is so damn fun.
MELEAH,
YOU’LL NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME…
UNTIL YOU FEEL ABOUT YOU THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT YOU.
ONCE YOU LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU,
YOU’LL UNDERSTAND WHY I ALWAYS WANTED EVERYTHING FOR YOU.
YOURE SO IMPORTANT TO ME,
I JUST WANNA MAKE UP FOR WHAT THE WORLD EVER DID TO YOU.
GOD WANTED YOU TO HAVE FOOD AND A NEW SHIRT AND A MAC….HE JUST DID
IT THROUGH ME.
THANK HIM, NOT ME.
WHOEVER YOU DECIDE TO WORK WITH REGARDING YOUR BOOK, SHOULD CONSIDER
THEMSELVES LUCKY.
I AM SO PROUD.
SO PROUD CAUSE YOU GOT HERE.
SO PROUD CAUSE I WAS THERE WHEN YOU SUFFERED.
SO PROUD CAUSE YOU’RE SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU EVEN KNOW.
I LOVE YOU, MY SOUL LOVES YOU…..AND I WILL COME OVER WHENEVER YOU
WANT.
JENNIFER
okay, let me please TRY to explain the use of the “ALL CAPS / all the time”…
Jennifer (commentor/ a.k.a. persian woman / a.k.a. my bff) has this constant FEAR that people she loves will just drop dead at random.
All her emotions are THAT URGENT all the time.
She is actually NOT abusing the caps lock.
Every time she talks / writes it is as if it is the LAST THING SHE WILL EVER HAVE THE CHANCE TO SAY TO ME EVER….
Thus, ALL CAPS / ALL THE TIME, …however, she is not as haphazard with BOLD type.
The only time she ever uses lower case or even a small font, is if she feels “badly” / guilty about something…
(yes… i did see her less than 24 hours before she posted this comment (in all caps) as if it had been six months since we saw each other))
Thats just the way she is
When you wrote,
“big book meeting”,
it was totally misconstrued
as a meeting that involved
the “big book” from AA.
Hey Mel! Didn’t realize you have Crohns – a good friend of mine has it as well…
Monica