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I Am Single, Again.

I am simply too exhausted to write about the specifics surrounding the reasons my relationship with Sonny has come to a very painful END. All I can say is that I am going to need all of your love and support to help me get through this difficult time.

I am completely heartbroken.

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  • greeneyezz

    I'm sorry to hear this.

    Best thing you can do is be gentle with yourself, accept the support from others, and do things to keep you busy so that you are 'not in your head' too much.

    ~ZZ

  • I have a confession to make. I stole from your blog, Meleah. I like the Disqus plugin so much I added it to my blog. I hope you don't mind. After all, imitation is the highest form of flattery. 😀

  • Aww Mel, I am so sorry. I can only guess as to how you feel but know that we are all here for you. Cheer up doll. Lots of hugs & kisses.

  • meleahrebeccah

    Thanks. I am trying to be gentle with myself.

    My mother dragged me out of bed and took me to the Apple Store to buy me the newest, biggest, baddest Macbook Pro, and NOT even THAT put a smile on my face. The shock of what happened is starting to wear off, and the heartbreak and pain are taking over. I honestly can NOT believe what he did. When I get the strength, maybe I will be able to enjoy my new computer. Every one, PLEASE just keep sending me love and virtual hugs. I NEED THEM.
    xoxooxox

  • meleahrebeccah

    That.Is.Awesome!!

  • meleahrebeccah

    Thank you. I am a MESS.

  • Damn, I was hoping things would work out better for you. I wish I knew what to say to cheer you up. If I was in your area, you would be welcome to cry on my shoulder.

  • I'm sorry you have to go through this. I'm sure there's nothing I can say or do to make it better, but you have my support. The only thing that can help is time. So…here's to time!

  • meleahrebeccah

    thanks for the shoulder offering. I am definitely A MESS.I just wish there was a way to come back from the damage that was done, but I don't know if that's even a possibility. I cant even begin to wrap my head around all of this.

  • meleahrebeccah

    Anfd YOUR support is exactly what I need. Thank you.

  • Mel, I am sorry to hear this. I'm with you all the way. Drop me a line/e-mail/whatever if you need anything. Hang in there.

  • nickphillips

    Oh my, I'm sorry to hear that. Hang in there …

  • Ned

    Ouch.

    That's all I can say – ouch.

  • Oh NO! I am so sorry. I'm praying for you, hon.

  • I mostly lurk anymore, but my best to you during this during this difficult time. SA

  • So sorry to hear this, Meleah! And right before the holidays. I went through something traumatic a few years ago and was really depressed and my doctor suggested I write about it. I did and it helped. I'm not saying you need to make it public, but sometimes writing about something painful helps, at least in my case. A new decade is about to begin, this last one sucked, so I'm hopeful that the next one will be great for all of us. Hang in there.

  • meleahrebeccah

    Thanks

  • meleahrebeccah

    Thank you, when I get the strength, I will try and send out an email

  • meleahrebeccah

    this is so painful I dont even know what to do with myself.

  • meleahrebeccah

    I am crippled with pain

  • meleahrebeccah

    Thanks woman.

  • meleahrebeccah

    🙂

  • meleahrebeccah

    I am going to TRY and write about it, but just for myself. I am in so much pain, I am willing to TRY anything that MIGHT make me feel better.

  • meleahrebeccah

    we BOTH lost this time around.

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  • Meleah I'm really sad to read about this. It seemed to be going so well too. And you went to visit him in the hospital and all. I just don't get it. Hugs from me andthere's a better guy out there for you.

  • Nothing I can say will change the way you feel. However, I know that you will go on, and at some point this will be a footnote in that book of life. You were Meleah before this. You will be Meleah after this. Keep your head up. You'll be stronger for this later.

  • I have to start doing the things I loved to do BEFORE I met him. But, right
    now, I just need to be sad. Thanks for your support.

  • I JUST READ THIS!!!! Aw Honey I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry… What can I do to help.

  • I dont know WHAT will help me at this point.

  • hugs to you meleah.

  • thank you. I am a mess.

  • Well that really sucks. I hate to see you sad and I know there were things about Sonny that made you really happy. I just have to believe that another door is going to open for you, even though you are going through hell right now. Hugs to you!

  • Thanks Teeni. I had no idea love or pain like this existed.

  • Well that really sucks. I hate to see you sad and I know there were things about Sonny that made you really happy. I just have to believe that another door is going to open for you, even though you are going through hell right now. Hugs to you!

  • Thanks Teeni. I had no idea love or pain like this existed.

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