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  • Meleah
    Nick:
    Thank you. Things are MUCH better now.

    Mom:
    its been a LONG time since Ive been in therapy, and THIS is the FIRST time I WANT to be in therapy. The rest was just 'practice?'
    xxoo
  • Meleah, you've had so much therapy, you'll be telling them what to do with you. This will be work, yes, but work you can and will do!
    xoxoxoxoxoxox
  • All the best Meleah.
  • Meleah
    Eva:
    I cried until my face fell off.
    And then I cried some more.


    RB:
    Good.

    My Friend Jen:
    Um yeah, I know out of the 3 of us I have no idea who's the nuttiest.
    And a relaxing dinner together is in order

    Jaffer:
    Thank you!
    :)

    Beth:
    Here! Here!
  • This too, shall pass, always remember that.
  • Good luck ! I don't know what happens there but I hope it's all good news !
  • Ha I love tiffany's comment. I guess when it's the 3 of us it's nutty, nuttier and nuttiest? I'm just not sure who is who. LOL.

    Hope it went well...catch me up and let me know how it went. K?
    Can we all get dinner one night soon to just relax and chat?
  • I got your email :-)

    Good luck!!!
  • Eva
    You're back from the appointment, but I wanted to say "Good Luck" for next week's visit way in advance then! I hope today went well. I think I spent most of my first appointment crying. Did you do that too?
  • Meleah
    Bob G:
    Good To Know!
    LOL

    Ricardo:
    Roger That.
    :)

    Fanny:
    I love you girl. Thanks for keeping me sane over this last weekend.
    And...I have good news.
    We'll talk later!
    xxoo
  • Good luck! I'm SURE you'll feel a huge sense of relief afterwards.
  • two peas in a pod....nutty & nutty- er
  • i love my nutty friend! LOL
  • there's no shame to be had over this. I have done it and I think more people should do it. It took a tremendous load of my shoulders. Relax and be honest and the doors will open.
  • Just because you're crazy doesn't mean you're insane...
  • Meleah
    Lee:
    LOL @ the word "certifiable"
    Thank you for the support. and good thoughts

    Valerie:
    "Why are you here? I don’t know if I should punch them or answer the question."
    HA HA HA.
    They did NOT ask me that. (yes, I am back and I lived, and will post about it next.)
    I would feel the same way too!
    xxoo

    Eddie:
    Thanks for being here!

    Lisa:
    "And then helps you paint a new portrait of your life. Your very own."
    (sigh)
    I love you...
    Thank you.

    Jay:
    Yeah. Um. Panic attacks really SUCK.

    ****Good News Ya'll****

    As it turns out,
    I’m Not ‘Crazy’.
    I just need ‘A Life Break’.
    But..more on THAT tomorrow.
    I need to get some sleep.
    Today=Kicked.My.Ass.

    Thanks AGAIN everyone for standing with my, and by my side through this. I hope to get back to normal blogging shortly. This is just about enough already!
  • Jay
    Meleah, don't worry. Just breathe and take your time.

    I found that therapy was quite hard work, emotionally, but actually quite soothing at the same time.

    Sorry about the panic attack. That is just SO not fun. :(
  • Oh baby - I'm sorry you had to go get your car and then do the vomitosis thang by the side of the road. Be gentle with yourself and take little steps. I'll be thinking of you and I am visualizing your "professional" as someone who gives you a safe haven for your thoughts, wishes and fears. And then helps you paint a new portrait of your life. Your very own.
  • EDDIE
    Here,s to your HEALING ROAD , You have many friends to come along on that journey . A JOURNEY that will have it,s pitfalls but a journey you must take . So whatever you need remember you are not alone CRY OUT!! CRY OUT!! someone will be there PEACE AND A SAFE ARRIVAL TO YOUR NEW DESTINY E
  • I kinda want to go with you. Am I jealous? I always think my therapist would need a therapist after talking with me.

    Anywho, best wishes to you and the first meeting. Let me know if the first question they ask is: Why are you here?

    I don't know if I should punch them or answer the question.

    Hugs
  • What's the worst that can happen? The evaluation says you're nuts? Then you can point to that diagnosis every time someone takes issue with something you do or say: "It's not my fault. I'm certifiably nuts!"

    Seriously, as others have said, there's nothing to be nervous about, or need "luck" for. The "Professional" is only interested in helping you figure out how to deal with life on life's terms in way that is healthy. It's all good.

    Having said all that, I'll be praying that everything goes well.
  • Meleah
    Skipper:
    Yeah.Um... I had to go with my father this morning TO MY OFFICE to pick up my car, which has been at my office parking lot since I freaked out last Thursday. And, I completely lost my shit the second we hit the NJTPK. My father had to get my car and sneak it around the block to me because the sheer IDEA of seeing anyone from work, sent me over.the.edge. Then I had to drive home on the NJTPK. As soon as I exited the toll booth, I had to pull over to vomit. That should got over REALLY well, in therapy today.
    *That concludes my TMI portion of this post*

    Tesco:
    Will Do. Will Do.

    So far, my day has NOT been off to a good start.
  • Please do let us know.
    Good luck, sweetheart
  • You will be fine - just be honest - they only want to help...
  • Meleah
    Lance:
    Thank You!
    :)

    AngryMan:
    I need all the support I can get.

    Steph:
    I love you
    xxoo

    Courtney:
    Oh I will be very honest about what's been happening with me. I have a feeling this 'process' is going to take a while.

    Dazd:
    Thanks sweety

    Selma:
    I think I am READY to let go...
  • I've been having therapy for years. It does help. Talk about what's on your mind. Your doubts. Your fears. Your therapist won't pass judgement or criticise you. He or she is there to help. To make things better for you. I'll be thinking of you. Try not to worry.
  • Well if they are anything like me (trainee counsellor) then they just want to help, sorry if that sounds crappy.

    Try not to be nervous and don't put then on a pedestal, they are just there to help you help yourself :)

    Think of them like a friend that is just there to listen to you and only you with absolutely no judgement.
  • Luck for what? You'll be fine. Just be yourself and answer or discuss topics honestly.
  • I'm thinking of you today, it'll be ok...just be completely honest or it won't work. Even the hard stuff! But remember that it doesn't all have to come out today, sometimes this isn't a short process.

    HUGS!
  • It'll be fine, Mereb. I agree w/both of the comments above. xoxo
  • You won't need luck -- you'll just need to trust your instincts and be open and honest. You'll be fine and we'll be thinking about you today.
  • Good luck today Meleah, I'll be thinking of you. Be you.
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